Depression has been kicking my ass lately. I've been unemployed for nearly four months, save for two funerals I worked because the firm was short-handed. I'm still collecting unemployment, but I'm getting worried about it running out and still being unemployed. Everything I've tried has come up empty so far. I've had some bad thoughts creeping into my head. I have an interview tomorrow, so we'll see how that goes. I'm also seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow, so hopefully he has some words of wisdom for me.
On the bright side, I want to get back into painting, and there's an art school in my town. I was really into art and won an award for it when I was younger. My confidence was destroyed by a shitty teacher I had in high school who would shit all over my work. I've been watching the Joy of Painting with Bob Ross a lot lately. I watched that as a kid, so it's inspiring me to get back into painting.