I will try not to be too long winded or coy, I am Victator.
Reading other people's stories relate to my own experiences. In the last two years I was consistently bullied and dogpiled by people here.
I was definitely in the wrong at times and I admit it. But nobody else will.
It got to a point I could say the earth circles the sun and Craig or Technico would accuse me of heresy and killing puppies.
It turned out beyond Matt, I have zero friends here. I don't care if its my fault. I know I have lived within my code and tried to do right. If I got banned with Craig, I would not be as mad. But instead I get banned with Jae making no attempt to contact me with a heads up. It was clearly personal.
Smelly McUgly, or whatever name he desperately hides behind, attacks my family and calls me a "RACIST ANIMAL!!" in PM and he gets suspended for a week. I would have been banned. Now in fairness to SMU, I did start it. But I also tried to apologize and he attacked my family.
Someone else wanted my family to die in a fire, but I'm the bad guy.
I could not get anyone related to this site to contact me. That is very dehumanizing. Treating me as if I am a nothing. I am not sure why this gets under my skin, my real life is filled with serious problems.
Have I personally wronged Craig or Jae or even Zeidler? Craig is a two faced bum, I have accepted that. But I know I was a good friend to Zeidler.
Maybe because this showed me I am as alone in my virtual life, as I am in my real one. A very dehumanizing experience, I know I did not deserve.
Just wanted to say my piece since apparently it isn't just me.
I truly hope you all find happiness. Victor